Random thoughts I have. Some will be more coherent than others.

I know I'm speaking gibberish it's just that I don't know how to arrange my thoughts into words. And it's like all my words get mixed before being spat out. I try to decode what I just said so I can try again, but I can't. Because it's all just gibberish.

April 28, 2022
List of small constants
  • My grandfather's bible on the table by the door (he keeps things he needs to remember to give to people in the front cover)
  • The pile of cat toys at the foot of the stairs
  • My older sibling saying maybe I'll order something different this time, but probably notwhenever we go to a place frequently
  • Mom putting gas in the car whenever we give her a ride, even though she doesn't have to
April 25, 2022

I know i'm speaking gibberish it's just that i don't know how to arrange my thoughts into words and then I try to understand what I just said so I can fix the mistakes made i first have to decode what i'm saying but i can'tStatistically speaking, someone out there has lived my exact life before. In addition, for it to be my exact life we can’t count people who lived in times past. The times we live in affect who we are. So for it to be my exact life someone has to be out there, living it currently. Statistically speaking, someone is. Except not really, because a few details will always be different. Isn’t that weird to think about, the fact that you’re so similar to everyone else but also somehow you’ll be different.

April 24, 2022

First entry! I actually have a sort of essay, sort of a bunch of loosely stringed together ideas, that I'm working on right now. I also have some slideshows I started for a powerpoint night my friends and I sometimes do. I got excited and started a bunch of them before we even had another one scheduled! So I'll be re-writing, finishing, and uploading all of them probably.

April 23, 2022